Haii.... Nowadays can say most of the tym feel lik crying out liao...
...Due to....
moii DaR daR will be out of town soon le... 一去就去一年。。。 FoR 1 yr... what am i going to do or i should say wad am i suppose to do.. go together with him..?? or stay back in S'pore....
Why his boss wanna send him out nt the others.. Sigh... jux simply 舍不得他.. Nw... only thing that can do is... Everyday acc him... everything oso haf to push aside... jux hope to spend enuff tym for him...
Sunday... wan see him oso difficult... coz he gotta teach... teach oso teach whole day... jux totally cant spare his sunday out 就是了..
today although is the 3rd day i noe abt this news le.. yet i still will cry... moii eyes is lik totally swollen... everytime he mention or i think abt it.. cfm tears drop... left it alone abt nw...
juX dunno wad i shld do... hopefully thing will settle it dwn b4 he fly off... cfm miss him lot... phone bill cfm oso expensive... due to overseas call... so jialat... haii....
.03 May, 2008 ' 20:28
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Oh gosh...!!! wad wrong with miie... i jux totally cant help it... Moii DaR is going out, and i jux cried...
I jux simply gonna hate moii self.. for sure he wont be ease when he's out.. Not that i dun wan him to go out wid his frenz.. I jux get so afraid that moii past will happen again..
*moii past*
He was tellin miie that he wanna go work... which was true... as he was workin at the same place as miie. i noe abt his schedule... But... OT that was the only thing we dunno and cant check... He tell miie that he had OT and that day... so i simply believe him.. Was all along at his place the night b4 he work.. So i jux waiting all alone at his place for him to come back..
when his parent is back askin miie where is he, i jux them he OT... but... next moment... i received a called.... frm a frenz of both of us... This frenz, caught him at devils bar, and he was dancing happily wid a thai ger.. and they walk out of the bar...
This frenz start to suspect sumthing was wrong.. so he/she jux follow... and guess wad... caught them entering Hotel 81...
aT first i oso dun believe de... den this frenz took lots of photos... and send it to moii HP... i jux simply cant believe moii eyes on wad i see...
i get so shock on wad i see... dunno to cry or to angry.. jux remain very calm... i start packing all my stuff... after packing, i jux wait in the living room so calmly for his return, even though i got his hse key...
when he return home... ard 3am plus.. i start askin...
miie : where did u go for today..? him: work lor.. where else... so tired after whole day of work.. miie : after work where did u go..? him: tell u liao.. was havin OT today miie : so today OT prepare wad thing..? him: Classroom setup lor.. miie : oh izzit.. so wad is all this photo abt..? miie: speechless liao right...
Taking back moii phone and i went in the room.. lock moii self in it.. and he does not has the key to access too... so i jux slp till ard 7am in the morning... wake up, prepare moii self, take all moii things and go off... thank godness he nv wake up even though he was slpin right at the door step of the room... he did plea for open the door to let him in.. but i jux totally ignore... so he jux got no choice but to slp there..
he did try to look miie up... but i jux totally ignore...
*that wad happened in 1 of moii past relationship*
wad past is already been past.. bygone be bygone..
but still will afraid this kind of this will happen... as it already happened in a yr plus relationship...
yet... i keep forcing moii self to stop crying and let DaR to have peace of mind to go out wid his frenx... and... yet.... waitin for him to come home wid makan for miie.. but dun think i will eat much lei.. on diet... kekex....
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